Pain

All day has been interesting. THE DEAD MAN looks like he has been in pain both physically and emotionally. The problems lie deep inside his heart and it is THE LIGHT OF GOD PUSHING THEM OUT. At points he was crying out to GOD to take the pain. This may only be a trail for THE DEAD MAN but it is one that looks like it will be very hard for him. It is a battle with himself!

Understanding

I have felt for a long time that what i do today will give me so much i have been seeking. I am in prayer and FASTING. I need my FATHERS help and i need the answers to many of lifes questions. I Truly pray that he gives me what i need. I also have asked for permission to dop something if it is in his will and that it's on his time table. I no longer have any control of my life for I have turned it over to GOD. Pray for me as i do this its hard and i am hungry but i will be ok. FOR IN GODS NAME AND UNDER THE BLOOD OF CHRIST WE ARE ALL MADE NEW!

66 in 90

The Dead man has found a book in 4 days time the 66 becomes 64 and by day 5 he will have a lower total. The truth of life seems to be overcoming him as more and more he sees the light that guides him and the support he needs beside him. Letting nothing distract him and only letting what he feels is what he needs from the CREATOR. The CREATOR shows him the steps he takes and the path he walks as he continues down the roads he never knew were coming at him.

Salvador Lord I Come Before You

INtercesion at midnight!!!

I was chilling and out of no where i felt like turning on a certain style of music. Next thing i know I'm PRAYING HARD!!! This was what they world would see a Dead man dancing in joy as they laugh and scoff but look at his face he smiles as tears flow and speaks in languages that no one knows thinking he is strange but to him this is what happiness is.  Taking all the pain from his body and mind as he lifts his voice to his father GOD. He see the world back and smiles more as he feels the chains and shackles fall from him in heaps. Showing only a pile of scrap metal around him and more falling. With each step the Earth would shake and and his heart would brighten. The world starts to not see a DEAD MAN but a MAN WHO HAS BEEN SET FREE AND IS ALIVE!!! He is no longer dead his eyes shine bright with passion kindness and love his body strengthens for every challenge and his illness disappear to the ground as he feels only the embrace of HIS FATHER! Calling out and praying asking for what he wants needs and sees that what he needed and wanted was there the whole time. Those that challenged him now step back in his wake. The forces against Him shatter as thin glass hit by a Hammer. With each step he breaks the enemies defenses. THIS IS A MAN WHO IS UNDEAD BECAUSE HE LIVES IN THE LIGHT OF RIGHTEOUSNESS

What the dead feel from being alive?

Ok there is a point where you have choices and decisions to make. Sometimes its easy to go back over a bridge then walk up a hill. Other times its more crucial to the point it can be devastating. The Dead man has decided to stop looking into what may be under each rock. Or running back over a bridge that he crossed. I see this Dead man following something. Something that has him entranced almost like he sees nothing else. If The could show this to every one what would happen to our world. He may be dead but the sense of LOVE FLOWS FROM HIM! Maybe the times change but the power grows inside stronger more and more intense.

I thought about the days unending

I was once told by a GREAT MAN. "A true man will never give in or give up!" That man was my pastor and father figure Francel Parker. All the times I had fought cried and lied he was there. The Following Lyrics are from Jeremy Camp's song I'll Take You Back. THese words touched my heart to the point of crying and i share them with you as well


The reason why I stand
The answer lies in you
You hung to make me strong
Though my praise was few
When I fall I bring your name down
But I have found in you
A heart that bleeds forgiveness
replacing all these thoughts of painful memories
But I know that your response will always be

I'll take you back always
Even when your fight is over now
I'll Take You Back by Jeremy CampI'll take you back always and
Even when the pain is coming through
I'll take you back

You satisfy this cry
Of what I'm looking for
And I'll take all I can
And lay it down before
The throne of endless grace now that radiates what's true
I'm in the only place that
erases all these faults
That have overtaken me
But I know that your response will always be

I'll take you back always and
Even when your fight is over now
I'll take you back always
Even when the pain is coming through
I'll take you back

I can only speak with a grateful heart
As I'm pierced by this gift of your love
I will always bring an offering
I can never thank you enough

You take me back always
Even when my fight is over now
You take me back always
Even when my pain is coming through
You take me back